“They think that it’s trendy now to be free. They think it’s trendy to be excited about your identity. When in truth, there is nothing trendy about ‘Born This Way.’ ‘Born This Way’ is a spirit and it is this connection that we all share. It is something so much deeper than a wig or a lipstick or an outfit or a fucking meat dress. ‘Born This Way’ is about us, ‘Born This Way’ is about what keeps us up at night and makes us afraid.”—Lady Gaga (via ashamp)
i feel really bad for you. all you ever get to do is watch people look up random swuff and blog about their feelings, when you don’t even have any. i pity you for that. if i didn’t have feelings i would miss out on the sheer happiness when i see my best friend in the airport, or when i am wrestled to the ground. (sounds awks but whatevs.) you don’t get to feel totally comfortable and relaxed when you’re at home because you don’t know where your home is and if one even exists.
some feelings are bad. pain. sadness. but all of those things are worth it because at some point you work through it and you realize what is really important.
today is my best friend’s birthday. she deserves the world and more. she has been there for me, even when i didn’t take her advice, she was there when i crashed and burned, and no one could have been better at picking up the pieces. every time i go shopping in nyc, it makes me so sad because i want you there with me. i always want to go get chicky with you, but i can’t. but i guess that makes coming home that much more special. i am so lucky to have you as a friend, and i can’t believe how much fun i have with you. you are truly an amazing person, and you shouldn’t let the haters bring you down EVER.
this girl deserves to be treated like a queen on her birthday. when i come home, she will have her late bday, just like i did, and i will do just that.
i hope your special day is beautiful and happy, and that you spend time with the people you love. enjoy it. i miss you more than you can imagine. 2 WEEKS. (in blaze time….2 days)